"The world is its playground. Life is a bully. I'm one of it's victims. Sometimes, it crushes my rainbows. It steps on my dreams. It weakens my sanity. It gives me pain, fear and doubt when I don't want them. When it leaves me alone, I feel joy and relaxation. When it comes to me, it fogs my eyes and messes with my mind. When it happens to often, I become a hollow shell. I show no emotions. I speak very little. I do hardly nothing but blink and breath. The world turns gray in front of my eyes. My ears pick up nothing but silence. My trust in everyone, friends and myself, is like a droplet of water in a dirty glass. I'm tired of life denying me happiness when I need it or when its due. I just sit still, my ears lowered, my head lowered, my hands clenching my own arms, and my eyes staring at a blank wall, waiting for playground to be clear so I may once again play in he sandbox of joy......I heal myself. It will take time. Until then, I remain still..."
I dont care... © 2010 Alex Cockburn
