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this update is a thinly veiled rant
about my personal life

do you know what the greek word "hamartia" means
it means something to the effect of tragic flaw
my hamartia is that i like to make my life
as difficult as possible
i have fun being a miserable fuck up

if there is an easy way to do something
i do not like to do it that way

without a constant supply of drama in my life i get really bored and then i sit around brooding about how much more awesome my life was, well,

i could give you a specific increment of time, like
"ten months ago"
but as this update will continue to exist
and be read well into the forseeable future
so who cares how long ago?

(not to mention most of the dates on this site are all lies to begin with)

being a miserable fuck up brings forth a lot of rage, and with a lot of rage comes a lot of awesome words

when everything is rainbows and kittens i have a higher tendency to have nothing to say but YAAAAAAAAAAY ^_^ or whatever meaningless upbeat word of the day i have in store

i hate it when the last word in a sentence
hangs over on a line break